am ever pathetic <5:48 p.m. | 2005-06-08> here i am again, writing yet another entry!!!!!! >.>;; i've recently bought 6 authentic japanese rurouni kenshin manga, the the jinchuu arc and the volume that leads to the jinchuu. IT WAS SOO AWESOME! muwaha, i love kenshin, but sometimes i like to see anime men suffer over their love....in this case, kenshin over kaoru! muwahaha i'm so evil....XP! i also got a luna sea cd, i kinda wish i didn't though. i like them, they're okay, but their music wasn't what i had expected. usually i'm the type who likes a variety of tunes and rhythms in one cd, kinda like gackt. i mean, one moment, you go from seki~ray then to les mize'rable. i like that *nods* with luna sea, i like their songs, but their all practically the same beat and rhythm..yup. well at least that's what i hear in my cd. eh oh well. i wanted to get a PLC cd, but they range from $30-$50 for only about 14 songs. that's nuts! and then i got into pierrot a lot, and i wanted to get two of their cds for the price of one off of ebay, but i have this nagging feeling that they are bootlegged. i only like to buy authentics...maybe except if the subject is not all that important, i'll get a hong kong import, or if you can't buy it anywhere else and you're desperate. that's the only way.
'sighs' i wish my drawing skills improve! i've been drawing since i was 10 years old, and i've improved by the age of 14, and now i'm 16 where i should have been a bit more familiarized with the body structure and such, but it seems that and all the facial structures in my drawing seem to be going downhill! it kinda sucks, i'm wasting so much paper! it leads to deforestation, dat's the last thing i want to happen! T_T to add to my drawing problems and empty promises of drawing my first manga/doujinshi, i have this darned fanfiction story idea in my head that i just can't seem to sort out! i mean, i know what i want as the basic theme or idea, but i can't make any progressions in my mind. > . >;; that, and the intimidation that goes with writing a ruroken fanfic and posting it on ff.net where all these awesome writers will make my fic look as if it was written by a kid in elementary >_> ya dat's the way it is. i better stop complaining before i slap myself for being so self-offensive. >.>;;

-kaoru

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